sometimes i give in to sadness.. sometimes i don't.. doo doo doo doo09:44:31 PM 020610from web
"you are the leaves bathing in the sun. i.. am the roots that grow in the dark"08:59:15 PM 020610from web
previously.. OT + slept 1hr + reunion w/ da dynamic duo + taco bell + mobo boga + guitar hero + my thai kitchen + starbucks + OT again04:33:18 AM 020510from web
Geez.. I have mixed emotions when I first saw the new Naruto ending theme song (For You by AZU)
.. It’s bittersweet.
You could feel the bitterness of being left out..
.. and then the sweetness of hope of new friends, and new life.
(link for video below)
FRIENDS come…
.. but some go.. and live separate ways.
.. then hating the indescribable feeling of loneliness.. missing someone who left a hole in your heart.
we may never forget the past, but we must leave it behind.. then move Forward.
1. Be technically inclined.. even just a bit. (P.S. I LOVE my job).
2. Squeeze out your creative juices.. update your blog, and try to put somethin’ on your deviantart account before you forget your password.
3. Remember that Less facebook is equals to More Sleep. More Sleep is equals to Healthy Glowing Skin.
4. Don’t be an old hag. Get a kikay kit. Sometimes a little vanity is needed.
5. Modulate your soft boring voice.. sing more of Mariah.. sing like a diva.
6. Practice prudence.. ride a jeep.
7. Eat right. (should I add exercise? or perhaps a little stretching would do)
8. The best laid plans are written on a neat planner.. use them, and please mark up the bdays.
9. Communicate!! Know how to Text Back!
10. Buy a coin bank (that doesn’t have an emergeny exit).
11. Pay your bills on time.. else, there’s no such thing as 0% interest.
12. Qualms and frustrations are never-ending. But sometimes they’re good for reflection. But don’t exaggerate. And be resilient. 13. Do some household chores.
14. Needless to say, BE PUNCTUAL.
New Year’s resolution is a ‘dynamo of volition’.. I know I might get stuck in a dilemma for ‘doing’ and ‘not doing’ them.. Aaaand procrastination might be a problem – a very huge problem here.
So just to be safe and to make it more sensible, I had to use the term ‘guidelines’
I might forget this list in the middle of the year. But whatever that we have to do, we need to do them the best we can — that’s what matters most.
The only thing I know for sure as for my so-called ‘resolution’ :
Perhaps my most favorite part in Toradora is the Christmas Eve Festival. It’s an episode of emotion overload. You could really see that Christmas is special to Taiga, as she tries to behave and turn herself from being a badass violent brat to someone who would do selfless love.
Actually, every characters tried to be good to one another, not intending and not knowing that they would all ended up hurting their ownselves..
The scene where Ryuugi visits Taiga as Santa Bear is truly, purely, deeply magical.. You could feel that it’s her happiest christmas ever! But then as she forced him to meet Minorin, and as she made the realization how she truly feels for him.. it turned out to be the most hurtful.. not enough words can explain the feeling.. aww (dabs some tissues).
And that’s the reason why I posted this, this holiday — to show the true meaning of christmas. Show the love and do something really nice to everyone whom you really cared.. love above anything else.. love before yourselves.
DECEMBER: Recycled decors (photo taken last year..it’s exactly the same as now)
And I’m planning to recycle the xmas gifts as well.. hahaha. Anyhoo, I made this post to appreciate the year that was. I am always complaining on my boring life, but hmmm, looking back on those pictures I would say that it has been quite memorable.
Yes, there had been bad times for me. But I haven’t overlooked the good times that happened to me.
Though I’m on recession, I still got the chance to dine at fancy restos.
Though I’m stress at work, I still got the chance to fly out of town to unwind.
Though I hate work, I still got the chance to get a different job.
Though I’m frustrated, I still got friends and families (& laptop for facebooking) to keep me away from being an emotional freak!
I would say, that I am proud that I survived (not being infected by swine flu) 2009!!
Though life might be the same again in 2010 (especially by Febuary where I’ll be dateless as usual.. not that I’m complaining), I’ll be more optimistic – hoping that it’ll be better, brighter, and bigger year for me..
Note to self:
‘Don’t miss out too much in life”. Enjoy! Cheers!